Tuesday, October 27, 2009

where has the time gone?

Wow. So i have not written in a month. I started LPN school 4 weeks ago, and i absolutely love it. I know for sure that God has called me to be a nurse in some fashion, and i love it. I love the people in my class, well most of them, ha. Studying was difficult at first, but i think i'm getting the hang of it.

I know for one thing, that my prayer life has been lacking. I am just so tired at the end of the day, I fall asleep praying and don't get to it. I had been looking forward to going to FSCC's discernment retreat in November. For a chance to get away, and really pray and discernment; but it looks like i won't be going. Silly school is giving us off for veterans day which is that wednesday, and we have to make up class on the friday when i was going to fly out. And there was problems with getting my money back on the flight, so i'm just going to postpone my flight and try and go for the discernment retreat in February.

I didn't want to by myself, but i think i need to. I need to get over my fear of commitment.
Or maybe i'll just take it one step at a time.

God is guiding my path that is for sure, i wish i knew where God was leading me to!

1 comment:

Lindsey said...

I would love for you to be able to come in November. But I will say this, when I left for camp this summer, there was a lot of fear in me about not knowing anyone, being far away from everything familiar, but I can't tell you how Christ totally used that to allow me to really trust in Him. The fear will pass. The uncertainty will pass. Keep giving yourself to Him.

That's all I want to tell you. Oh, and I love you. :)